anorexia videos

a revelation. I redact...most of...the previous statements I have made concerning this matter.

Sorry for moving the camera so much. Its the DAY AFTER!!!

**please read. parts of this video might be triggering to some people, ..even though i would never want to do that. ...so please, if you get triggered by listening to eating disorder thoughts...and the horrible back and forth thoughts that tend to happen in our minds---especially in regards to decisions around getting help **--please don't watch this ok? i can write you a message and tell you how i am feeling and doing instead if you really are interested or concerned, or wondering. i know people are wondering how i am doing--xo and thank you all so much for caring. ..i've been having a really hard time trying to decide and this video is a reflection of the back and forth swaying that my thoughts tend to do. despite the constant swaying----i think, or rather, deep down i know, i need this to stop. its a battle each day to keep reminding myself that. i am trying to find the small part of me that i know wants and needs this to end by getting help instead of continuing to...

Recap: Sadie passed out and woke up in the hospital. She also forgave Kevin. *Sadie's POV* Doctor: "Knock, knock. Whoa, looks like we have a full house in here." Sadie: "Yeah, just some friends that stopped by. It's okay if they're in here right?" Doctor: "Yeah, I was just going to check how you were feeling. We checked to see what the problem was, and it appears you have nothing in your stomach. Haven't you been eating?" Sadie: "Not today.. I was kind of nervous. But, believe me, I'm not anorexic. I eat like a pig!" Kevin: "It's true. She really does." Sadie: "Hey, I just forgave you, don't push it." I raised my eyebrow at him. "Okay, okay" he said putting his hands up. Doctor: "Okay, well you can go, but you." He said pointing at Kevin. "I'm assuming you're her boyfriend." Kevin: "That would be me." He smiled down at me. Gorgeous. Doctor: "Make sure she eats something." Kevin: "Will do. Thank you." The doctor left the room. ------------------------------------------ They all...

REal people and celebs combine in this thinspiration video with the amazing Scientist by Coldplay

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i just wanted to let you know..i can relate! hugs*

Answers for the rest of question 4, plus 5, 6, 7, and 8! LOVE YOU GIRLY! :B

i have started over. i need to get healthy.

A totally no point goofy video.